I'm in San Francisco for a minute. We're on our way back from Washington. I wasn't going to blog until the renovations were complete but I'm busting at the seams with desire. I think I'm going through another identity phase. Part of it might be because of the new marital status. Even though John and I have been together for a few years, and serious from the beginning, I will admit that it does feel different being married.
Our "where are we going to live?" question consumes us. It'd be great if we could pass an answer to our geographical dilema, but you could say that we're domestically constipated.
We're staying at Harold and Jenny's. A visit with Harold is always good for the creative, if not entrepreneurial-thirsty, soul. He took an un-intentionally malicious crack at me being a professional blogger. Hello, I'm fully aware that blogging is not all that. It's marginally cool even and practically passe with several exceptions. I am really enjoying blogging for the L.A. Times Daily Travel Deal Blog. And I've been recently hired to fully renovate the MobiTV blog. But trust me, I want more than what I'm doing now.
I feel like I've got a bunch of knowledge and experience and kinetic ambition that is just building up inside of me and waiting to be released. A few months ago an interested literary agent was talking to me about a project that was pitched to me. I had asked her if I should tell publishers that she's my agent and she said, "Jen, you've got two agents that want to work with you, you just need to find your project."
This is becoming an overall sign on my marquis. You Just Need to Find Your Project.
I can't think in little projects anymore. Writing a book isn't interesting to me anymore unless it's a side-product of building an online community, a successful blog with video/pod casts, and is also connected to a two book deal and a TV show.
This is what I'm capable of. I'm capable of thinking and delivering LARGE.
Yes, currently I'm a professional blogger. People pay me to blog for them. And I like it. But it is unsatisfying unless I'm touring and speaking, building my own community, contributing inspiration and teaching others how to get their next leg up, and progressing myself and my project at hand to the next level.
Believe me, I'm thinking about what this next project/passion will be. I don't want to think too long as I'd much rather be in the middle of doing it. In a nutshell, the lack of being part of a larger online community is troublesome. But there are none that I'm eager to join, I'd much rather build my own.
CURRENT: San Francisco
NEXT: Los Angeles (WED)